Deep Eyes...
When was the last time you looked the person you loved in the eyes and could tell she/he felt the same about you? Or cared so much about you that she/he was almost speechless? I can't put to words how I feel about her, but I know I can express it. Tonight was perfect in this regard, I didn't have to tell her I loved her over and over. I could tell she knew... just by looking at her. I could tell she felt the same way just by how she acted how she looked at me.
It sents chills up my spine when I think of the past few weeks. When your not looking for something, not expecting something like this to happen, you can really feel alive. When life makes a U-Turn and heads in the other direction, you can look back at the time before the huge change in your life and see how different your life is. I can feel it now, my life has changed so much. All for the best. I feel alive.
I know this because I can tell things have changed in her life too. I can tell just by holding her... just by looking at her... just by being around her. Things are better now, for the both of us. This change has affected me in more ways than one. I couldn't even put to words how I felt about her at this moment or tell someone how much I love her and cared about her.
Being away from her for more than a few hours has me shaking, has me awake at night, has me worried I'll never see her again. Has me stairing at the stars when I get home from her house late at night, wishing I was someplace else. Has me dreaming about growing old with her and has me dreaming of falling asleep with her in my arms. Has me just thinking about her.
When I look in her eyes, I can tell for the first time she feels the same way. Those eyes looking back... Showing and telling me how she feels without speaking. It's like looking into the ocean... never able to see the bottom, never able to know how deep the water goes. Knowing the feelings I have for her go so deep....that I'll never be able to break them. That the love will always be there, regardless of what happens, or how far away we are. Regardless of the distance, the changes, being asleep, being alone, or dying. I'll always love her, and will always be loved. Just looking in to her eyes... can tell and show how deep the love goes.
It sents chills up my spine when I think of the past few weeks. When your not looking for something, not expecting something like this to happen, you can really feel alive. When life makes a U-Turn and heads in the other direction, you can look back at the time before the huge change in your life and see how different your life is. I can feel it now, my life has changed so much. All for the best. I feel alive.
I know this because I can tell things have changed in her life too. I can tell just by holding her... just by looking at her... just by being around her. Things are better now, for the both of us. This change has affected me in more ways than one. I couldn't even put to words how I felt about her at this moment or tell someone how much I love her and cared about her.
Being away from her for more than a few hours has me shaking, has me awake at night, has me worried I'll never see her again. Has me stairing at the stars when I get home from her house late at night, wishing I was someplace else. Has me dreaming about growing old with her and has me dreaming of falling asleep with her in my arms. Has me just thinking about her.
When I look in her eyes, I can tell for the first time she feels the same way. Those eyes looking back... Showing and telling me how she feels without speaking. It's like looking into the ocean... never able to see the bottom, never able to know how deep the water goes. Knowing the feelings I have for her go so deep....that I'll never be able to break them. That the love will always be there, regardless of what happens, or how far away we are. Regardless of the distance, the changes, being asleep, being alone, or dying. I'll always love her, and will always be loved. Just looking in to her eyes... can tell and show how deep the love goes.

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