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I can't count the number of times in the past 16 days I've found myself dreaming of being elsewhere... or not being able to think straight. I have found something that consumes more of my time than anything else has before. I'm unable to think about another topic for more than a few minutes without drifting back towards it... It's crazy! The days have begun to blend together...
17 days ago... My life was really different. I was constantly on the run, wanting to get the day over with... like I was trying to speed up my life and get it over with. It was boring! I just wanted to be finished and go to sleep... Now I can't stay awake long enough... I was doing pretty much the same thing everyday... that I just didn't have any motivation to create something new in my life... and I never did.
My days were blending together... that I couldn't even tell you what I did 3 weeks ago... Untill that evening at school. Everything changed. Everything is so vivid and alive now. I was looking at myself in a mirror today while I was getting my hair cut, and I could tell something changed just looking at my reflection. Something in the way I see myself now. Something is different. I can't quiet spot it... and no it wasn't that my hair was suddenly shorter...
-Retarted Joke
A friend walks up to me and says "Hey guess what's different about me?"
The friend replied, "You got your hair cut!"
He pipes back, "No... I got my HAIRS cut..."
-End Retard Joke
I don't know if you can tell when a huge change has happened in someone's life. But I know something changed in me... For the better I hope... When anything has effected such a dramatic change in my views, I know there is something happening. Something thats got me wide awake....
No longer do I want the day to be over with... No longer do I want to sleep... or have the day just end. I long to stay up and talk to her or just hold her in my arms. I long to see her... I just want to have the moment frozen in time and never end! I don't see the days blending together anymore. I see them all so clearly. And I can't wait untill tomorrow... Blend me baby! :)
17 days ago... My life was really different. I was constantly on the run, wanting to get the day over with... like I was trying to speed up my life and get it over with. It was boring! I just wanted to be finished and go to sleep... Now I can't stay awake long enough... I was doing pretty much the same thing everyday... that I just didn't have any motivation to create something new in my life... and I never did.
My days were blending together... that I couldn't even tell you what I did 3 weeks ago... Untill that evening at school. Everything changed. Everything is so vivid and alive now. I was looking at myself in a mirror today while I was getting my hair cut, and I could tell something changed just looking at my reflection. Something in the way I see myself now. Something is different. I can't quiet spot it... and no it wasn't that my hair was suddenly shorter...
-Retarted Joke
A friend walks up to me and says "Hey guess what's different about me?"
The friend replied, "You got your hair cut!"
He pipes back, "No... I got my HAIRS cut..."
-End Retard Joke
I don't know if you can tell when a huge change has happened in someone's life. But I know something changed in me... For the better I hope... When anything has effected such a dramatic change in my views, I know there is something happening. Something thats got me wide awake....
No longer do I want the day to be over with... No longer do I want to sleep... or have the day just end. I long to stay up and talk to her or just hold her in my arms. I long to see her... I just want to have the moment frozen in time and never end! I don't see the days blending together anymore. I see them all so clearly. And I can't wait untill tomorrow... Blend me baby! :)
posted by Virus047 at 12:01 AM
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