Sunny skies...
Mmm! I'm finally getting to visit with my sister tonight! After a fairly rainy weekend, I walked outside today and took in the fresh air. The sun was shining, things were great. My life hit some bumps in the road a few days ago... but after really thinking hard on the subject and clearing my mind things are okay. My life changed recently, all good changes, and I guess I hadn't had time to really think about all the good that has happaned in the past month. It just took me a while to realize it. Even in the darkest of hours... the sun was still out.
I've got about 2 hours untill I'm heading home and getting to spend the next 24 hours with my sister. I'll be going out to dinner with her and my parents and then heading to Athens to stay the night. I'm happy to be getting out of the house... away from all the distractions of work, family, friends, the daily grind. It will be good to get some of these things off my mind and finally just do something fun that I haven't done in a long time. Visit with my sister. It should be fun!
I've thought a lot about things the past 48 hours. I've gone through a lot in life... I've looked back at things in my life that make me cry... and I've thought about things I've done... that make me so happy... I break out in smile! Generally... I looked at my life as being boring. But regardless of what I thought a week or so ago... this has changed now. My life could be FAR worse. I've got a loving family. Friends. A great job. I've got my faith. I've got everything I could ask for. I'm very lucky.
For those people who arn't as lucky... I really can't say anything to them. Life really sucks sometimes. Even in the worst times in life... when things don't look like they could ever get any better. They will. It happens. I know this all to well. You have to take stock in what you have. What you care about. What you believe in. Those things.... keep me happy. If I didn't believe I had people who care about me. If I didn't believe I had something to believe in. I don't know how I would feel about my life. All I know is I do have these things. You can have them 2. Even if things look hopeless... and your feeling like you just wanna end. You need to look at the sun. It's still shining. It's still out. It's always gonna be there... even if it's a cloudy day... The sun is always there. Just have to let the clouds pass and the rain stop falling. Trust me... Now someone get me some sun block!
I've got about 2 hours untill I'm heading home and getting to spend the next 24 hours with my sister. I'll be going out to dinner with her and my parents and then heading to Athens to stay the night. I'm happy to be getting out of the house... away from all the distractions of work, family, friends, the daily grind. It will be good to get some of these things off my mind and finally just do something fun that I haven't done in a long time. Visit with my sister. It should be fun!
I've thought a lot about things the past 48 hours. I've gone through a lot in life... I've looked back at things in my life that make me cry... and I've thought about things I've done... that make me so happy... I break out in smile! Generally... I looked at my life as being boring. But regardless of what I thought a week or so ago... this has changed now. My life could be FAR worse. I've got a loving family. Friends. A great job. I've got my faith. I've got everything I could ask for. I'm very lucky.
For those people who arn't as lucky... I really can't say anything to them. Life really sucks sometimes. Even in the worst times in life... when things don't look like they could ever get any better. They will. It happens. I know this all to well. You have to take stock in what you have. What you care about. What you believe in. Those things.... keep me happy. If I didn't believe I had people who care about me. If I didn't believe I had something to believe in. I don't know how I would feel about my life. All I know is I do have these things. You can have them 2. Even if things look hopeless... and your feeling like you just wanna end. You need to look at the sun. It's still shining. It's still out. It's always gonna be there... even if it's a cloudy day... The sun is always there. Just have to let the clouds pass and the rain stop falling. Trust me... Now someone get me some sun block!

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