Tuesday, April 12, 2005

Countdown... Part II

4/12/05..11:14 PM...

The preception of time continues to confuse me. Thousands of years ago, the sun and stars were the only way to tell time. To a resonable degree... even now if it wasn't for the sun and stars we wouldn't be able to tell what time it was. Right? Walk outside and see the sun setting. It's got to be what 8-9 PM? It's clealry in the evening... It's later than 1 PM of course... So you can to some degree tell what time it is. If you walk outside and the sky is full of stars, it must be past 10? Perhaps Midnight? Get my point? Time is a mystery.

11:18 PM...

The more I wrap my mind around time, I can see what other factors can affect it. Emotion. Mood. State of mind. The weather. I can tell you it's a fact that those things can affect how you view time. Example: Last Friday. I was with friends most of the evening. Great weather. I was very relaxed. Very happy. Time flew. Clearly time wasn't really changed by those factors but my preception of it was. I wasn't even aware it was midnight untill I looked at a clock.
Another example: A few weeks ago I was in a fairly depressed state. It was raining outside. Long day at work and school. The day just drug on. Felt like time was really standing still. And if it wasn't for looking at a clock or my watch I would have really thought it was.

11:24 PM...

Now your wondering what in the fuck is he talking about? I'm on a new countdown. Countdown for something... when the deadline is... I don't know. I'm just waiting for it. It's a whole new view on time. One day it will happen. The countdown will be over. I can only wait for that to happen. And live everyday like it is going to happen now. I can't wait. So let the countdown begin tomorrow... let it happen soon. Just let it happen. So untill then...let the countdown begin.
10...9...8...

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