Tuesday, April 26th

It was a very long night. I stayed up late talking with my good friends Kitty and Tricia about some of our mutual issues we've been dealing with recently. It was very comforting to know that I've got such good friends that are willing to listen, understand, comfort and generally just be there for me. They are such great friends and I know I would never have gotten this far with out them. They have been a rock I've needed so much in my life right now. For that I thank them. They are in my prayers and thoughts, and I love them to death! Anyway I added on to the long night by watching more of season #3 of '24' on DVD. I ended up watching another 2 episodes last night before I went to bed. So I was up untill 4 am or so...

I was woken up around 10:15 am with a phone call from my mom from work, telling me I needed to head to school early to get a parking spot. Granted my class wasn't untill 1 PM... but because of the funeral, parking was going to be a bitch.... and it was. I got there fairly early and still couldn't find a spot. Anyway... I was dead tired and decided to just turn around and go home anyway. So I missed my class in the afternoon, no big loss there... Got home and watched another 4 episodes of 24 downstairs and just tried to enjoy the afternoon off. The rain started up around 3 pm about the same time I left to go pick up my check from the GC and cash it in. I saw my friend Taylor at the GC and ended up spending 20 minutes catching up with her before I had to finally leave.

Went to my evening class in the rain... stopped to visit with the friends a while at OUC. Went up the lab and to class. We installed Windows XP on a empty hard drive... boring! Left class... went to Taco Del Casa and got a few tacos for dinner. Took them home to eat and watched another episode of 24 while I shoved them in my hollow leg. Good tacos BTW... not eaten at that place in a good 3 months! Around 8:30 or so mom tells me she wanted to go to Wal-Mart and me wanting to get away from the house and just get away from shit for a while went with her. We ended up staying at Wal-Mart untill almost 11... LOL. Go figure. That place is a mess... hard to find anything at that place anymore since the addition was added on.

Ended up spending the rest of my evening watching the Red's game and Jay Leno on TV... and talking with Kitty on IRC for a while. She is such an amazing person and such a great friend. If I could hug her right now... I would. She's quickly becoming one of my best friends.

I just need to get one last thing off my chest in tonights rant... I'm here. I'm praying for you. Your in my thoughts always. I miss you. I'm yours when your ready. Goodnight and god bless.